2007-05-14T05:32:00.000-07:00

Last saturday,it was truly a day of refeshment for me.Wonderful sermon,nice worship and of course,Words from the Lord.It's really a day that refresh and transform my life.Up to know, i still can remember clearly what God had spoken to me.Okay it started off like this.When I'm on my journey to cuppage and meet my sheep,i started thinking,.Why do my people started to drift apart from God?It really hurts to see all of them like this..I started crying in the mrt after thinking..See them living the life which God isn't pleased,its really hurt..Then,i started condemning myself for being a lousy leader that led them to this state,causing the group to be stagnant for so long.Lack of planning,not taking initiative to do things and stuff..All these.I wanted to have breakthrough!But the thing is,i had too many concerned.God reminded me that i can't serve him well with so many thing.Either God or world.Yup.i agree that i've chosen the world rather than God these few weeks.but,From this very moment,this chain shall be broken forever.I will serve god fully!Leading my people to the kingdom of God once again.[W]in [E]nthusiastic and [S]acrificial [T]eens yeah!I wanted to see breakthrough not only in WEST A but the entire WEST !10 for God ! Jiayou WEST A 1 and WEST! Doing this not for anyone,but to fulfill my promise to God in the breakthrough camp.This promise i made to God had faded throughout the month and yeah,it was also refresh after saturday.I had promise to Glorify God name in every aspect of my life..So,whatever i do, all the best!! okay,i'm back to mugging le..Tommrow got 3 killer paper.haha whatever.I do my best,God will do the rest.

Zhengkai-Trust in you and not my way
Live to Glorify you

2007-02-20T07:47:00.000-08:00

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'."
I'm whispering "I was lost,
Now I'm found and forgiven."
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need Christ to be my guide.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And need His strength to carry on.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And need God to clean my mess.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible
But, God believes I am worth it.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches
So I call upon His name.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner
Who received God's good grace, somehow!

i found it cool somehow when i first read it..its really struck me that we christian are no different or even better than other people.Instead,we acknowledge that we are weaklings and can't survive without God.We are not perfect,we also do wrong things,but we have a God that is ever ready to help correcting and forgiving us at anytime we sin.We're just normal people outside there doing life,not on our own,but christ as our guide.

I couldn't live one day without you

here a verse

(john15:5-6)
5I am the vine;you are the branches.If a man remains in me and I in him,he will bear much fruits;apart from me and you can do nothing.6if anyone does not remain in me,he is like a branch that is thrown away and withers;such branches are picked up,thrown into the fire and burned.

zhengkai